Was this the right thing to do?

First of all it is poss. to love 2 people at 1 Time i have...so have many others, & The schizo.is only gonna get worse as she gets older...trust me ...my neighbor has it...& it maybe best for you even if she is ur firt love to let her go so she can work on her illness...instead of you being hurt every time ur around her u can remember the good times then....maybe then on good days u can visit when she start getting more stable on meds....hope i helped